Do I even matter?

Lol, no.

Sigh

I miss Shane :( I need a hug....
And Eczema needs to go away....

Eczema

The night before yesterday I randomly told Shane about this "bai swee" Hello Kitty bakery and Burger set.... Because I really wanted it and it's sooo damn cute?!!! Tisa told me it was sold out already but Shane somehow managed to find it?! The first thing he told me when I met him was "eh I bought already" And I was like "huh? What thing?". Then while walking to the clinic, he showed me what he bought on Ebay!!!!!!! 3 "bai swee" Hello Kitty sets hehhehheee, I swear he's such a sweetheart! I was really surprised! Cannot stop smiling until now! Hahahaha.

Moving on... The doctor told me it was some skin allergy and not eczema. He asked me to change my bath form to some Dove cream non allergy shampoo. Yeah I know right... Shampoo?!?! Like huh why shampoo?! We went to search for it anyway but some people say there is no such shampoo... So I got another sensitive skin bath form from the unity. My condition did not get any better, it was quite bad :(

So Shane being a sweetheart again, took off today to bring me to the National Skin Center. :)

At first I was quite scared while waiting for my turn... I don't know?! It's just me, I'm always scared when it comes to visiting the doctor's. The doctor told me my condition was very serious and assign me to go for "scrape". It is to take some part of my skin for a test. And it turned out to be Eczema... I've all the medication that I need already and I hope I'd be able to sleep well again at night!!

I just want to thank Shane for everything he had done for me...

Next, I want to thank my dad and brother!!! They whatsapp me last night, told me they booked a chalet at NSRCC for my 21st! Hehehhee. I actually just wanted to just have dinner with family and friends or maybe buffet at home and gather a few friends... I have sent out invitations to my friends, hopefully to see each and everyone of them :)

I'm really thankful, so blessed and loved :) hehehehee

On a side note, I really hope Shane can make it to my birthday chalet :( He told me he have to go overseas after my birthday for work but it's not confirmed, maybe will bring forward to the 7th! Nooooooo....~~~

Your chance to invade my privacy

I found this on tumblr.... I'm bored therefore I shall answer 100 questions. Lets go!

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Yes :)

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
Nope

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
Last night Hahaha

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Yeah

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
Nopeee

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
I just woke up!

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Bf's t shirt and boxers

8. How often do you listen to music?
When I'm in a train/ using my lappy

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
I guess jeans

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?
It's already 2013

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
Social

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
Anna?

13. What about ‘R’?
Nope

14. Can you drive a stick shift?
No :(

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Nope

16. Are you going out of town soon?
Sadly no

17. When was the last time you cried?
I can't remember

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Yup

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
Nope I like the way it is

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
A man

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
ECZEMA, like right now

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
I think it is

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
She's my cuz gf

24. What are you sitting on right now?
Bed

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
My friends n bf. they r awesome. I love them too

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Wanted a pup but couldn't have

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
Bf

28. Do you get a lot of colds?
Not rly

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
Billabong

30. Does anyone hate you?
Sure but no idea who

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
They r not empty

32. Do you like watching scary movies?
Kinda

33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
Pierced. But closed

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
Idk which yr is it. Too lazy to count or I'm just bad at it

35. Did you have a dream last night?
I can't remember!

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
This morning when my bf left for work

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
I don't know?

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Who?

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Who?

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
Yes I sure have

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
Yes with the bf

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
No plans yet any girl friends wanna hang out w me?

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
I can't remember

44. What’s the best part about school?
Friends

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Obviously hahaha

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
YEAH HAHAHAHHAA

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
Yup

48. Were you single over the last summer?
Yea

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
Nope

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Look for job

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Course not

52. Are you nice to everyone?
If you're nice to me

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
I don't know I can't think

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
I will nv cheat

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I guess I am

56. Do you think you like someone?
I love

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
J who?

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Fine w both

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
Yes

60. Do you hate anyone?
I can't think of any now

61. How’s your heart?
Good, thank you

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
Don't hate nor like

63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
Yes

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
I have no idea

65. Are your toenails painted pink?
No they r bare n ugly now haha! But my nails were painted by my bf last night <3

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
Nope

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
Huh? Why??

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
Er no?!

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
Daddy dad :)

70. How do you look right now?
Like crap

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
Yeah

72. Can you commit to one person?
Yes

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Yup

74. Have you ever felt replaced?
Yup

75. Did you wake up cranky?
Today? Nope

76. Are you a jealous person?
Hmmm not rly.

77. Are relationships ever worth it?
Current one yes

78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
No one should be given up on

79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
My friendssss

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Apply cream on my eczema :(

81. Last person you cried in front of?
I can't rmb!

82. Is there someone you will never forget?
There's more than one

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
In what way?

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
We would watch tv/ paint nails/ play ps3/ eat/ nap or roll on the bed together

85. Are you over your past?
Yup

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
I like all of them

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
Yes my best friend

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
Who is my first true love :/

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
Yes but he would be asleep at 3AM hahahaa

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
I don't know

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
I'm already in a relationship

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
Yea. Angie's bf which was my primary sch classmate. Hahahh

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
I don't know a Matthew

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
No

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
Yea! My bf hahaha

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
She's my cuz gf. Pretty n attractive.

97. Who do you have texts from?
Shane, Gina etc...

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
Go ahead

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Duh my bf?!

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
Me

101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
Nope

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Yeah

S.E.A Aquarium

Shane brought me to the RWS sea aquarium. It's really pretty! But sadly, I didn't take much photos. The photos of us is so blur?! I have only one that looks the best out of all but it's still blur.....

Thanks for today!!!!! 

First of 2013

I've just installed this blogger app on my phone! Yay! I can blog often now and anything I want. Because NOT A SINGLE SOUL knows my URL?!

So.... My 21st is coming. No plans, no parties, nothing, YET? My parents have been asking me which hotel/chalet to book. I'm still contemplating whether I should make it big? Because I'm afraid all my friends will be bored and and.... The thought of so many people singing the birthday song while I have no idea to sing/clap along or just stands there is so awkward hahahahaha! So maybe I'll just have a simple dinner with my family, some close and important friends and Shane and I'm contented. But then again, its a once in a life time thing?! I really don't know, we'll see!

Sigh.... Another thing is... I'm so broke? I need a job. Who wants to hire me??? If you don't already know, I have picking daisies and I feel so thankful that some girls have been supporting me ever since I started picking daisies. I wanna make it bigger and better!! And always deliver good service, bring in all the goodies for my customers from all over the globe! But other than having picking daisies I honestly think I should have another job?? But whattttt? I can't find any currently..... :(